and another one.

another second,
another breath,
another hour,
another step,
another train ride,
another conversation,
another day,
another blink,
another word unsaid.

Epiphany.
I may sound cliche, but the following is fact. Equivalent to saying the sun is a star.
Every day passes and we sit and wait and do nothing. I wish some things weren't gradual, i wish they just came.
We seek solace in ones we must chase and ignore the ones who are there all along.
We stay in situations that tear us in many directions without doing anything.
We feel our souls sink when we witness a tragedy and stay quiet until we fall apart.
What i just breathed, what i just did a second ago...it's gone forever. I can't just go back and move my hand in another direction, i can't just go back and take the bus home instead of the train, i can't just go back and somehow save my mom, i can't just go back and undo things that made my life tumultuous.
But you know what? We feed off this tumultuous nature; we almost enjoy the drama.
No, that's a lie. I don't enjoy it..in fact, i want to punch drama in the throat. As if it were a real person. Some people enjoy it though...such fools.
So if the second i just felt is gone, then i want the next one to be better. I want the promise to be true. I hope it's true. I just really want it to be.



I really like this cat. His name is Lindy.