the perils of smoking, bank accounts, winter and the MTA.

So I've got some major venting to do.

#1) Smokers: As i was leaving the gym today, I see a man and a woman who I assume are dating idling outside the entrance. When I look closely, I realize that they're BOTH smoking WHILE wearing gym clothes, indicating that they're about to EXERCISE after SMOKING. (Mind you, they're clearly overweight...) I know this is something people do sometimes but I never cease to think these people are utter morons. Yes, I know, quitting is a treacherous path before it gets any smoother but COME ON PEOPLE.

A couple of people (smokers) have told me that they're cardio exercise limit is 15 minutes. This tid bit of information that several people have told me WORD FOR WORD..."Nah, I can't run or bike all that long. I'm a smoker." Oh, it hurts my soul whenever I hear this. What I'm REALLY hearing everytime these words cross my path is, "I lack the ability to pump a sufficient amount of oxygen to my heart because I constantly inhale toxic materials therefore my exercise limit is minimized."
I'm both disgusted, saddened, and just slightly lose hope in man kind...i mean smokers. :D

So the point is, for God's sake, say no to cancer and get yourself on the right track.

#2) I'll make this one short. I've come to the final conclusion that the entire MTA system is fucked beyond repair. Unless someone pulls half the world's population worth of money out of their ass, we're screwed. I can't help believe what public transportation is by definition...a cheaper way of traveling as well as a small step in preventing the giant Global Warming issue that everyone seems to blabber about with their cousins, neighbors and dogs. So how is that the tables have turned and now driving is cheaper than the MTA? I'm sorry but when I saw once 1.90 per gallon of gas, my jaw dropped....and I never even had a car nor do I have a license. The last time I recall gas was so cheap, I think I was, like, 11? My mom used to pay 20 bucks to fill up her ancient Nissan Hatchback and off we went with a full tank! Fuck you recession. FUCK YOU. .|..
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#3) I think Winter has become so unbearable for me that I'm sure I won't be able to function one more of these 28 degree mornings. I would KILL to be care on the beach this second...alone...enjoying the vastness of the ocean...soaking in way to much Vitamin D. Sadly enough, I don't think I want to live any where but NYC.

#4) So being the moron that I am, I mistakenly put down the account for my checking instead of savings on my tax returns. THOUGH, i did check the savings box so I'm not sure why they disregarded the difference in accounts. Regardless, After months of wondering where my much anticipated check was, I finally came to the realization that it went to my checking...so essentially I spent it WITHOUT knowing I did. NO wonder my debit card never declined! i just thought i was spending small amounts of money! Fuck, I should have looked into my statements more carefully and realized there was 1000 dollars deposited. HOW COULD I MISS THIS? I admit, i fucked up, i lost money, my dad lost money because I filed independently....argh. I WILL BE MUCH MORE CAREFUL WITH MY MONIES. life goes on.

more to come soon.

Sounds of my day...

^ credit Cait M.B. great friend. great photographer.
Today, Cloudy with a change of showers in the evening...
This is a Brooklyn bounds M Train, the next stop is...Chambers Street...
Stand clear of the closing doors please...
I love you...
Rhythm is the flow of music through time...
Revolving door, over the top, keep your wrists straight, now jump rope!...
do you think it'll last?...
You're not who I thought you were...
Give me back my plushy earphone...
What was he thinking...
Are those your real eyes?...
Just jealous cause we're young and in love...
Somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you go too cool...
Can we erase single memories?...
Stand clear of the closing doors please...
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world...
When you see me cross the street because I'll surely knock you out...
I am invincible...
Fighting battles with food...
Wanna get lunch?...I'm in the boooofeee....
A man in a hotel tangles to his teeth by the telephone...
I want to play with the notches in your spine...
I'm carving your silhouette in the air...
Ids ids ids...
If my thoughts exist then I, too, must exist...
Next Stop...stony brook...
Ray Ban? Ray Bari?...
Fight off your demons fight off your demons fight off your demons...
excuse me miss can you spare some change?...
sigh...
Gabriela Paula Lazar...
I saw our sad Messiah...
Arrhythmia, pacing, heart, tingling, diffused pain, hypertension...
propanolol?...
Who needs friends? I need friends. Where do i find them? Hell if I know...
Well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply, cause I can dish it out...I can't take it...
This story's old and it goes on and old until we disappear...
This is Flatbush avenue...
bush apologized but no one gives a shit...
Lightning crashes...
I faltered but I forgave...
Tall no foam skinny hazelnut latte...
$11 dollar bills you know you got ten...
You know, the movie about drugs..."Rugs?!"...Drugs!..."drunks?!...DRUGS!!!...OHH.
Let's see who's a good Jewish child today...
TIC TAC?...
Do you wanna go feed a kangaroo in Australia?...
Koala bears are cuter that pandas. I beg to differ...
Know any psychological tearjerkers?...
KAFKA?...
The library hates me...
CUTE...
Everyone must get stoned...
Get a live journal...
I need dishwasher liquid...laundry detergent?...NO dishwasher liquid!...
It's Islam awareness month. really?...I wasn't aware...
Transfer is available to the N,R,M,Q,2,3,4,5,J, Z and the LIRR.
There's something enticing about Kid Rock, but I want my kids away from him...
He is the lamb, she is the slaughterer...
Remember that time we discussed vampires and how people secretly want to be them...
Die young an save yourself...
You wanna share a banana?...
Who married Scarlet?...
what color is in your hair?...
Did you pour red in your hair before you got here?...
Any swing dancers here?...
i hate you for your face not just the things you do...
Don't forget your microwave. They're muffins stupid...
Yes, I made the cinnamon toast from scratch...
I'm one of those lip syncers on the train...

There is no adjective

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yes

i am done with this.

Now i wait till I have the courage to tell you....