okay.

Marijuana is the best thing man ever discovered.
Sorry, but it's true.

Light Up.

Storytellers, ain't even need a campfire.
Nope, they don't.

thinsg.

Things that inspire me:

- Thank Me Later.
- The beach.
- Driving very long distancing -- and speeding most of the time.
- The way the waves never stop crashing & the way the sand feels when it's at the perfect temperature.
- How I feel after hearing a lyric that I never listened to before which seems to perfectly fit my current state of mind at the respective moment.
- When I see people actively try & better them selves at their art/craft.
- Art that knows how to talk to me.
- How my body translates to my mind through those neurotransmitters that it's exhausted but it still wants to lift more weights...and i listen to my mind.
- When I, or someone I know does something illegal that shouldn't be illegal in the first place.
- The way Jesse Lacey's voice cracks beautifully in "Limousine" when he says "Five will love you so much".
- Really long hair.
- My boyfriend. And how I love him and he loves me unconditionally.
- My father's art and how he can pick up a brush at any time or day and still be capable of creating beauty without practice. Just talent.

all my ears can hear

for the past month, all i've been listening to is Drake's Thank Me Later. I'm so in love with and i couldn't care what anyone thinks regarding my obsession with it. Sometimes, i feel like every word describes my thoughts. Other times, i realize that most of it definitely doesn't fit my life life so i don't even know why i would think that initially. Perhaps, it's that i make it fit. But then again, so does everyone when we find music we love; we apply it to ourselves, we make it peronal. I just found my personal affliction with this album, the melodies, the way the words fit with the beat, the way it's a story, everything about it. It's just incredible.
I especially like "The Resistence".

...

I don't care.

5

I remember why my blog was called Life of a Loner. I wish i can have my current & previous titles as equally dominant names.

One Foor Out The Door.

I got one foot out the door.
Everybody seems so sure.
I'm gonna lose my way.
As if they were the ones to put the key in the lock.
I can't solve the way.
I can't feel my face.
Imma keep walking forward.
Till the day I turn around and walk back the same as I did before.

ok.

Just breathe.
And Relax.
And stop thinking.
Thinking kills.
Care less.

Contemplate.

You don't want to know what I really think.

Zodiac Facts

#ZodiacFacts As a #Capricorn it's better to override your self-doubt and do something positive, rather than taking no action at all.

#ZodiacFacts A #Capricorn is a lean, mean, running machine.

#ZodiacFacts As a #Capricorn You're a leader, but don't be afraid to ask questions.

#ZodiacFacts As a #Capricorn you must have more order in your life.

Many #Capricorn’s have major issues with their fathers.

#ZodiacFacts A #Capricorn needs to feel needed.

#ZodiacFacts They say that #Capricorns look old when they're young and young when they're old.

#ZodiacFacts As friends #Capricorns are always mysterious and it’s difficult to figure out what goes on in their minds.





I read other people's zodiac signs as well. Most, if not all of them were true. Not in even in a general way; they're very specific & fit the bill for people i'm close to.
Odd.

I can see it.

I was sick today.
You were there for me.
Thank You.


nap.
love.

things

im just trying to get to know myself better. No one reads this anyway.

I love when seagulls fly parallel to the train im on.
I love the way the ocean glistens & never stops being in movement.
I love the way songs remind of whole periods of my life, events & people. Sometimes, i resent that feeling as well.
I'm a very romantic person. I hide it half the time.
I love surprises.
I love how a simple touch can surpass any level of affection.
I love to see whole families.
I love devotion.
I love when i read a book, a phrase or a lyric and it feels like each word describes my thoughts.
I love how Play Crack the Sky can still get to me. I also hate that.
Everytime I get off at Broad Channel on the
Shuttle train, "I Miss You" my Aaliyah comes on shuffle.
I'm a nice person. Everyone I know has hurt to me at least once. The reason why I'm still close to whomever is still in my life is because I know dedication comes with sacrifice...but when I smile after something incredible they've done for me, then I know it's worth it.
I have blind faith. That's just how I am No one can change that.
Movies have subtle lessons to be learned.
Forgiveness is important.
Love is the most important.
I tend to speed when I drive.

that

Let's stay together 'till we're ghosts.

without a doubt...

I'm going to need a fast car...

The Resistence.

I'm about to roll me a up a blunt with my list of my regrets. Burn it all. Burn it all. I'm starting it fresh.
Cause half the time I got it right, I probably guessed.

Living inside the moment, not taking pictures to save it.

HEY.

Time to go back into some...me.


I think it's hilarious when people use words like "overzealous" or "paradoxical", mostly because a majority of people don't even know their meanings. It's hilarious because it doesn't sound the least bit pretentious, which is fantastic if you ask me.

I think driving is a very therapeutic activity.

I miss the beach like hell.

Darling, you are the only exception.

Who am i?

Ya know, just an ordinary question.




Do you fucking think i'm blind? I have opinions too. I'm too humble. I just don't give a SHIT anymore.


Not like anyone reads this anyway.


FUCK THIS BYE.

The sleep of reason.

Slowly but surely, i'm learning. I'm obtaining the view from all angles & ultimately, I see more more clearly.

People at my job are so animated.

I've got to never be late again.

I'm going to re-read the Fountainhead.

I can't wait to read my new book of Awesome.

That is all folks.

Fuck it.

My new motto.