I don't know what it is but i'm incredibly tired of school and i just want it to end and oh my god it's just too much. Can i really do this?
All i want to do is look at beautiful things, read words that make me forget myself, love like i've never loved before, paint a picture of my life, listen to melodies that make my soul dance and watch the sun rise and set without looking away.
I want my body tattooed with all the things i love.
I want to take a boat ride to Boston and think about Play Crack the Sky.
I want the weather to be warm so i can just lose all inhibitions and run ravishly through the sand into the water and splash it over the please so i can make the ocean the know tham i'm there and that i love it with all my body.
Jesus CHRIST i have so much i want to give and do. I can't understand why at this very moment i feel like i'm going to burst if i don't do something extravagant and beautiful and glorious.
I'm tired of my dad being a dick. I just don't fucking care any more and won't care i swear. I can't stand to be held back anymore. I didn't do anything to deserve this.
i think run on sentences are better than normal sentences. it doesn't matter if there's too many "ands" and fluffy nonsense.
Wednesday
Thursday
there is no adjective part 2
The rose has but a summer's reign but the daisy never dies.
Daisies were known through all the wars standing the test of time and keeping their grace and beauty. It also means days eve, in regards to how the flower opens. It opens in the morning and closes at night. how it comes full circle.
On Thursday, March 5th, i wrote the blog named "There is no Adjective." I deleted it because i grew to believe there really was an adjective for it. I was wrong, severely wrong. No word will ever suffice for what I felt on that day, for what feelings encapsulated my body and led me to write such honest words. What i felt then, is still present as I type these words. The closest thing to it is a daisy. It withstands battles, hate, war, tramplings, everything that is regarded as destructive in this world.
- SO i feel the need to discuss what happened at the get together in Jason's honor. So at first it was just a couple of us doing hookah but then Vic and Nigel showed up...which of course completed the circle of happiness. Everyone was together...all six of us. We decided to grab some drinks somewhere and of course, the tequila shots came rolling in without a stop on sight. Everyone got wasted except Maddy. Every was smiling, overjoyed, pouring i love you's out to everyone...just plain awesome in a cup. As you can see in the photo, those were quite over sized cups resulting in double shots which of course, did not agree with my body. The following two days were horrendous, minus the time when i drank half a bottle of Bacardi. That was quite an experience. Anyway, i managed to miss an exam and a day I had a paper due. Note to self: never drink tequila when Nigel is involved.
But really, all jokes aside, that day was fantastical and it reminded me of what happiness really is. There is no adjective for it.
- So video chatting with vanessa is like eating popsicles on a 105 degree day.
- This is my father. He could be a dick sometimes but i still love him. Look at him drinking that coffee all proper. We were in Boston here over looking Cape Anne: one of the most beautiful places in the world. Someone come with me there again.
15th
5th
7th
3rd
5th
24th
5th
Daisies were known through all the wars standing the test of time and keeping their grace and beauty. It also means days eve, in regards to how the flower opens. It opens in the morning and closes at night. how it comes full circle.
On Thursday, March 5th, i wrote the blog named "There is no Adjective." I deleted it because i grew to believe there really was an adjective for it. I was wrong, severely wrong. No word will ever suffice for what I felt on that day, for what feelings encapsulated my body and led me to write such honest words. What i felt then, is still present as I type these words. The closest thing to it is a daisy. It withstands battles, hate, war, tramplings, everything that is regarded as destructive in this world.
- SO i feel the need to discuss what happened at the get together in Jason's honor. So at first it was just a couple of us doing hookah but then Vic and Nigel showed up...which of course completed the circle of happiness. Everyone was together...all six of us. We decided to grab some drinks somewhere and of course, the tequila shots came rolling in without a stop on sight. Everyone got wasted except Maddy. Every was smiling, overjoyed, pouring i love you's out to everyone...just plain awesome in a cup. As you can see in the photo, those were quite over sized cups resulting in double shots which of course, did not agree with my body. The following two days were horrendous, minus the time when i drank half a bottle of Bacardi. That was quite an experience. Anyway, i managed to miss an exam and a day I had a paper due. Note to self: never drink tequila when Nigel is involved.
But really, all jokes aside, that day was fantastical and it reminded me of what happiness really is. There is no adjective for it.
- So video chatting with vanessa is like eating popsicles on a 105 degree day.
- This is my father. He could be a dick sometimes but i still love him. Look at him drinking that coffee all proper. We were in Boston here over looking Cape Anne: one of the most beautiful places in the world. Someone come with me there again.
15th
5th
7th
3rd
5th
24th
5th
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