Sounds of my Day 3

-You tried to put out a fire but you used Gasoline.
-Bacon Smoothie!
-Baaaaaahhhh. Murmurrrmurrr.
-"Want to know something daunting J? Love IS everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for...and the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk ever more."
-"Okay, so did you bring the chronic?"
-" think we'd have beautiful children."
-"Here, hold my fist. You lost hand privileges."
-"Where do you find these people Joan?"
-"I am a lesbian, but only on Tuesdays."
-"I want to be Jesse Lacey when I grow up. It requires wearing plaid shirts everyday and living in a van."
- "Joan you cannot just dance and meow in class."
- Skeptical hippo is...skeptical.
- Awkward frantic jellyfish.
- "This is a Metropolitan Avenue bound M train...the next stop is Myrtle Wycoff."
- The most beautiful boogieman.
- One foot out the door. Everybody seems so sure. I'm gonna lose my way. As if they were the ones to put the keys in the lock. I can't solve the war. I can't feel my face.
- "is the umbillical cord on the heart?"
- " Today, I will find out if I'm an aunt or uncle."
- Joanbug.
- stephanie: "it's 7 deg--"
J:" it's seven de-shut the fuck up."
- I'd arrest you if I had handcuffs, I'd arrest you if I had the time."
-Play Crack The Sky.
- It feels good waking up to you.
-Kim: "Peeshka just licked my yogurt and I want to punch her in the throat."
J: Your vagina has a THROAT?!"
- "So let me get this straight, I'm your girlfriend, best friend, and sister?"
-I collect memories.
-He's an island to discover.
-I just want to take a hairbrush and weed out all the complications.
-"And I shout that you're all fakes. Your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation. You're just jealous. I'm sorry if I dissed you"
- "I walk these streets and I wonder, who do I belong to?"
-Kim: "it is not okay to be sick, sad, lost or poor. I wish both of us stayed like this forever and we always laughed and everyone's heart would stay whole. It would be okay. In fact, It would make my life."
- "This is a nowhere bound 13 train, the next stop is Soul St. Stand clear of the closing wings..."

What can i say.

If only this got me through college.



STRAIGHT out of an american apparel ad. Or not.

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Oh. Okay.



Hardcore hipster. I'm glad i don't know this man...boy...thing...




Oh okay. That's cool.



look at this kitty. I really can't handle it.



minus Choke and Brave New World, those are my favorite books. And some hipster has a tattoo if it. I am shaking my head in dismay. It is not okay. I would like to believe that he is the unoriginal one, not me.

and another one.

another second,
another breath,
another hour,
another step,
another train ride,
another conversation,
another day,
another blink,
another word unsaid.

Epiphany.
I may sound cliche, but the following is fact. Equivalent to saying the sun is a star.
Every day passes and we sit and wait and do nothing. I wish some things weren't gradual, i wish they just came.
We seek solace in ones we must chase and ignore the ones who are there all along.
We stay in situations that tear us in many directions without doing anything.
We feel our souls sink when we witness a tragedy and stay quiet until we fall apart.
What i just breathed, what i just did a second ago...it's gone forever. I can't just go back and move my hand in another direction, i can't just go back and take the bus home instead of the train, i can't just go back and somehow save my mom, i can't just go back and undo things that made my life tumultuous.
But you know what? We feed off this tumultuous nature; we almost enjoy the drama.
No, that's a lie. I don't enjoy it..in fact, i want to punch drama in the throat. As if it were a real person. Some people enjoy it though...such fools.
So if the second i just felt is gone, then i want the next one to be better. I want the promise to be true. I hope it's true. I just really want it to be.



I really like this cat. His name is Lindy.