Words.

MMmm there.
Down.
Ship sinks.
Found.
Okay.
talk.
good.
very good.
okay.
hungry.
Fake.
distracted.
disgruntled.
Gesticulation.
Tired.
Annoying.
Really incredible.
High.
Really fucking high.
Boring.
Okay.
Waiting.
Waiting more.
Train.
Shut the fuck up.
No.
Friends.
Work.
High.
Tired.
Lost.
Where?
Confused.
Why?
Not deserving.
awesome.
TV.
Cook.
Exhausted.
High.
Sleep.
Grind.
Write.
Speculate.
Waste.
Hurt.
Hurt more.
Buy.
Rejuvenate.
Optimistic.
High.
Fuck you.
Hope.
Okay.
Why?
Tired.
Sure.
Refuse.
Mistake.
Muscle.
Beauty.
Balance.
Tricky.
Okay.
Work.
Tired.
Sleep.
Text.
Call.
Always.
Understand.
High.
Bye.
It doesn't make sense.

A bad day. Stay optimistic and hope tomorrow will be better. Goodnight. A good soul.

beautiful.

Kanye West - Lost In The World

.

Let's have a toast for the assholes.

HERE.

I have to stop being a habitual list maker. When I see everything I'm making a list of in one shot, it's especially discouraging. Unless it's a list of movies I want to see or some shit like that...
Otherwise, when I make lists of things I have to do the next day or later that day...it's always upsetting because the reason I'm MAKING the list is because there's too many things to remember so I NEED to write them down...and then I don't end up doing half of them because something else comes up or I forget I even made a list.
You can't tell me more than half of you don't the same shit because I know you guys do...or most of you. It's human nature.

I wish I didn't have such a good sense of human nature and that I never studied psychology because then I'd be oblivious to everything. I understand why my mom never wanted to go to the doctor....because she knew something was wrong, and she just didn't want to know because then she'd have to prepare for whatever it is that they'd tell her is wrong. It's the worst thing sometimes, knowing too much.

But then again, why would I want to undo my education? Then I'd be just another dumb girl who wouldn't know left from right. There's pros and cons to both arguments...I'm essentially arguing with myself, so what's the use in that?





I looked back at things I wrote years ago and semi-surprised at myself...however, I get that nostalgic feeling after reading my own words and faintly remembering how I felt when I actually wrote those words. I realize than I am opinionated person, I will argue something I feel strongly about when it's appropriate. Of course, there are people you just can't argue with because they'll either fight an obviously wrong point to the death, or just ignore you/walk away. I don't mean this in any specific way, I just know,(for example), you can't argue politics with everyone; or you can't argue the proportionate benefits of squats vs. lunges....
yeah, pretty stuff like that.



Here's what I think about....whatever the fuck I wanna think about.

- I think Obama is something I should refrain from saying here.

FUCK EVERYTHING.

Love her!

Alicia Keys - Diary.

There is no adjective.

hello.

I miss some people. It's sad.

Hippos.

I think Hippo Army has a secret.

:3

lmao.

.

I have way too much energy right. I could do 2 hours of plyometrics right now.

question.

Is there a system to eating an apple? Because I don't think I'm doing this right.

Romana.

Te iubesc.

m.

Morning classes.. ...never.....again.

m.

Morning classes.. ...never.....again.

Top 7.

Top 7 Albums/Mixtapes/Combination of greatness:
Not in any particular order

Deja Entendu
The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me
One Foot Out The Door
A Matter of Time
Thank Me Later
So Far Gone
Ryan Leslie - Self titled album

Twitter is cute.

yeah, this is true.

I won't look because I don't want to know.

*

I'm a romantic.
Very much so.

I am.

That's it, I will do everything in my power to get better and take care of myself. I'm tired of being sick all the time.

It's cool.

Generic.

.

Strangely enough, I'm enjoying the pre-Fall feeling.

bub.

lmao. trees every where.

raow.

FUCKIN GOOD.

I dunno what to do.

Fuck titles.

Strangely pretty.

What am i doing wrong?

sigh.
SIGH.
SSSIIIGGHHHH.
fjsd;kfdslk;fhdsjklfhjdsklfhdjsklvhdsjklf.

MY childhood best friend; Being Beautiful.

It isn't fair.

yes

Kayne West - "Runaway"

Love 90% of it.
Hate the rest.

yes.

Beautiful.

Awaken.

In the air.

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight?

HAHAHAHA.

I like being in one of those moods when everything is funny.

I really should have gone to Rutgersfest.

Fields where the yellow grass grows knee high.

Come away with me.
Come away with me, in the night.

Sky.

A pretty thing to lay in.

Why do I even ask?

This.

I hate seeing people I love get sick. Hate hate hate it. Watching someone be in pain is almost just as bad as actually being sick.

i love sunny days.
i love you so incredibly.