Sunday

truth

okay.

Most people are hypocrites. The most unexpected one are more so.

I hate when people can't hold conversations via text when they're the ones who start the conversation.

I hate when people meddle in your life so much that they take away what was yours originally.

A lot of unfair things happen to me. And most people wouldn't understand how everything can cascade into another thing and eventually it snowballs into a giant wave of crap.

I've learned that people who I thought were my friends, or rather; friend, really aren't.

There are a lot of things that go wrong that I don't tell any body; because i knew if i did, it would either be used against me in the long run, or I'd be unnecessarily burdening people with my problems when others have their own problems to worry about. Even if people tell me I am welcomed to vent at any time, it's not completely true. It's quite sad because when i hear/heard this from people I know it's a lie in action...right in front of me. It's the hardest thing ever knowing it while it's happening and not being able to say something about it.

No one understands how much I miss my mother. Hence, why I don't talk about her much.

I dislike it when things I give aren't reciprocated.

I'm sure about a hand full of things; and I hope the things/people I'm sure about feel the same way.

I'm sorry if this is too harsh, or brash, or aggressive, since usually I'm not that aggressive....but i fucking HATE IT when people talk shit. ESPECIALLY UNNECESSARY SHIT. Like if you have something to say, something you know, something you heard, something you assume, fuckin...ANYTHING...say it to ME, not to someone else, not on some public forum where the whole world can misconstrue your words and then come back to me all fucking twisted & whatnot. How old are you for God's sake?! How the fuck do you expect me to have an ounce of respect for you? Anyway.


bye. I don't give a shit anymore.

Thursday

none

I wish i can just stop time sometimes.

Sunday

Lesson.



Why do I care.
Everyone's a hypocrite.
okay bye.