demeanor.

All the things we want as children.. The ideals, the visuals, the
dreams, the people we want to surround ourselves with, the
possessions, the memories... Have you noticed that as adults, our
desires stay generally the same. We still want versions of what we
dreamed of as children and thus we attempt to conquer our desires,
whether we are aware of it or not. I think it's a fascinating
phenomenon, that we never deeply change as adults... We simply learn
to be obedient and socially acceptable in our public demeanor.