a hard time.

I have a hard time letting go of my best memories and forgiving myself for my mistakes. I find myself constantly thinking and living in these moments that have already occurred but are plaguing me in such leech-like ways. Also, it's an phenomenon to be a person. The act of using your mind for simple tasks such as turning your head to the left of more complex activities such solving a difficult statistics problem is a highly miraculous thing to me. I don't know, and no one truly knows the answer to the highly debated topic began by Deacartes: wether we are souls who happen o have bodies or vice versa.... But regardless, I lean towards the former. I was born a born and blessed with a body to express the complexity of my inner self.