detangle

I chose this path for myself, this one portion of my life. What's to come within? Sometimes, it frightens and I wonder if that feeling should ever be associated with it. Do I want to willingly do this to myself, regularly? I know I'm being vague and all of you haven't a clue what I'm talking about, this is for myself, for my clarity, my own words are my comb to detangle my thoughts.
What.
Will.
Happen.
I don't know.