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I have to stop being a habitual list maker. When I see everything I'm making a list of in one shot, it's especially discouraging. Unless it's a list of movies I want to see or some shit like that...
Otherwise, when I make lists of things I have to do the next day or later that day...it's always upsetting because the reason I'm MAKING the list is because there's too many things to remember so I NEED to write them down...and then I don't end up doing half of them because something else comes up or I forget I even made a list.
You can't tell me more than half of you don't the same shit because I know you guys do...or most of you. It's human nature.

I wish I didn't have such a good sense of human nature and that I never studied psychology because then I'd be oblivious to everything. I understand why my mom never wanted to go to the doctor....because she knew something was wrong, and she just didn't want to know because then she'd have to prepare for whatever it is that they'd tell her is wrong. It's the worst thing sometimes, knowing too much.

But then again, why would I want to undo my education? Then I'd be just another dumb girl who wouldn't know left from right. There's pros and cons to both arguments...I'm essentially arguing with myself, so what's the use in that?





I looked back at things I wrote years ago and semi-surprised at myself...however, I get that nostalgic feeling after reading my own words and faintly remembering how I felt when I actually wrote those words. I realize than I am opinionated person, I will argue something I feel strongly about when it's appropriate. Of course, there are people you just can't argue with because they'll either fight an obviously wrong point to the death, or just ignore you/walk away. I don't mean this in any specific way, I just know,(for example), you can't argue politics with everyone; or you can't argue the proportionate benefits of squats vs. lunges....
yeah, pretty stuff like that.



Here's what I think about....whatever the fuck I wanna think about.

- I think Obama is something I should refrain from saying here.